finally started eating again.
had porridge this morning, bread at noon
and for dinner, porridge again.
though the portion isnt huge
but at least i'm getting something into my tummy.

this week has totally worn me out.
had so much to think about.
so much to feel. and too much tears.
i dont deny i'm broken.
but i know you are not feeling good yourself.
i know it must have hurt you a lot to say
the things you said to me.
i'm sorry baby. i'm sorry.
i dont blame you at all for everything.
so stop blaming yourself. i love you.

the harshest words often come from the
person whom you love the most and whom
love you the most.
how true indeed.
but its because they care for us. i know.

i cant wait to see him tmrr.
and maybe it would be even harder for me
to see him back to camp this sunday.
from now on, i'm gonna cherish each day
as if its the last for the both of us.
i dont want to live to regret.


/ love is forgiving.